I haven't been here in forever. I joined the Japanese music forums by Painkiller and his gang and became closer to them since we're more into Japanese stuff. However, I have been going through a very dark period in my life, dealing with the aftermath of an abusive psychiatrist. I had the memories and hurt he did to me buried away for a while until late last year these painful memories came flooding back to me and caused me a lot of fatigue and torment. I haven't filed a report yet, as I am scared, since he may have some info or recordings of me saying inappropriate things that he said he would edit to prove I was crazy while I would have nothing. He tried to deprogram my religious beliefs and indoctrinate me so as to destroy my faith and encouraged suicide if I was too devastated to deal with it. I was tortured and emotionally distraught, and made death threats as to how insane I'd go if I lost my faith which has kept me from going to the brink of hurting others because of emotional instability. I sometimes struggle to ignore or resist giving in to the things he said to me. What I am telling you is just the tip of the iceberg as to what he said to me and attacked my values. I am struggling to fight off the things he put into my head, plus, he said he condones incest, pedophilia and beastiality, that he has patients whom he protects and defends who confess to all these things, said that if him and his wife decide to have sex with their little girl that it would simply be 'their business', and that Christians should be killed and need forgiveness for condemning these 'innocent' practices. He said, "Everybody breaks the law, I don't have to follow the law if I don't believe it's wrong." He has also threatened to have me outed as a psycho if he hears someone report about his views on these things, and said he will lie and deny it until he knows someone well enough to find out if they're investigating him or not. He has below average ratings on virtually every doctor site like Vitals and Healthgrades. Like I said, there is more to it than what I've told you. It gets increasingly worse. I have no recorded evidence against him and have almost given up belief and decided to kill him, and then kill myself, but I am holding on to try and slay this dragon. I have since switched to a more compassionate and caring doctor.
Subject: Psychiatric Abuse 
Wed Feb 20, 2019 11:44 pm
